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Kayleigh Rabitaille
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Crossroads.

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I've reached a point in my life where I just really have no idea what I'm doing. I graduated from high school in 2012 and went to community college for one single semester. College didn't feel right for me, at least not the way I was approaching it. I've talked to my mom about the college stuff and I told her that I'm not really interested in taking all the "core" classes like science, and math. I feel like they're a waste of time and money. Why should I bother with things that I have zero interest in? What is the point? She suggested looking for a certificate program and just doing that instead but can you really get a job anywhere with just a certificate program? I have no clue. I wish they better prepared us for college in high school because I'm completely lost. To make things worse I'm sitting here stuck in a slump of confusion watching my friends get through college with no issues. What is wrong with me? Why can't I figure it all out? All I want in life is a job where I can make money sharing my creativity with the world. For the longest time I wanted to be a Disney animator but with all the new technology and computer animation I feel like I no longer want that, 2d animation felt tangible to me where as 3d computer animation feels cold and disconnected.  Lately I've been really leaning towards comic art but it's so hard to get noticed in that industry that I don't really think that I have what it takes which honestly tears me into tiny little pieces of sadness . I've considered concept art for video games but I don't know if that really suits me , graphic design, advertising, interior design, calligraphy, I've even considered just becoming a mechanic. I don't know what to do anymore and I'm losing what little faith in myself I had in the first place. I'm lost and confused, so all I've done for the past few years is basically, like a computer, gone into sleep mode. Any advice anyone wants to offer is greatly appreciated. Thanks to anyone who even took the time to read this it means a lot to me.
- Kayleigh
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Harley

1 min read
You might have noticed I posted an update to 'Harley Quinn In Text' read the description and you'll find out why.
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I'm so ridiculously happy for daft punk you guys it's not even funny. 
I've been jamming to their music since I was a kid. 
SO HAPPY <3 
After 20 years of music making they finally get the recognition they deserve.  
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I'm thinking about trying to do commissions for the first time, but I'm not really sure about the proper way to go about them or if anyone would even be interested. I dunno, if anyone even watches for anything I post on here anymore or not, but if you read this and have some advice or are even interested in anything, please drop me a comment, I will appreciate it if you do! 
:iconthank-youplz:
 
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Hello Guys!

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I wanted to share my page on Spray-Can.com with you guys!
Spray Can is an app I have on my iPod and am beta testing on my Android, it's a pretty cool art app that allows you to draw, then upload to your profile and it allows other artists to comment, like, and favorite your tags. Other artists can also follow you, and you can follow other people as well, new tags by the artists you follow, comments, and new followers you've gained all show up in the news tab. I love passing time on this app, it's a lot of fun :) anywho, here's the link to my profile so you can see what I've drawn on my iPod: [LINK] 

I hope that link works, I'd love some feedback from you guys! It's not that easy to draw with my finger and I do my best! A lot of people on the app have iPads and stylus', maybe one day I will too, until then it's iPod and finger for me.
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